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Hajar
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe
First tumblr here.
The thing that hurts the most is the fact that I lied to myself. I wanted things to be good so badly that I made up things to gloss over the bad parts. I know that sounds stupid, but that’s exactly what I did. I actually believed it too. To want is a bad thing sometimes. It gets people hurt. It got me hurt. The world is a lonely place and people will go to great lengths to find someone whom they can be with. Someone who doesn’t think that they’re a creep. Just wanting to be able to talk to someone, that want will make you do some nasty things to yourself.

If truth be told, I’m not a very good friend because I tend to forget to tell the people in my life how much I care for them and love them.
And if the truth be told, I can never forget anyone that has ever stepped into my life and no matter how distant we may be now, a part of me is still with them.
Truth be told, I can never say goodbye for real because in my heart, I will always carry you around.
And truth be told, I love my girls more than any guy that I can ever meet.
And truthfully? If I forget to tell you certain things, I apologize because now, I’ve gotten too used to hiding my feelings.
And truthfully, this is for my babygirl, Nysha Bell, because she told me I left her unattended.
And baby, I apologize because it was never intentional. Because I will always love you.
Fourteen years and counting:)

2 months ago
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Singapore Polytechnic School of Architecture & Built Environment Annual Dinner & Dance 2012.

Singapore Polytechnic School of Architecture & Built Environment Annual Dinner & Dance 2012.

2 months ago
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I guess…

I should’ve known better.
Easy come, easy go right?
Time to move on?
Hey, heart might be aching but things will get better(:
Pretty sure about that.
Doesn’t matter if things between us didn’t work out.
It was crazy to think it even would(:

1 month ago
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Dear M,

You’re too much of a temptation for me to resist. Way more of a temptation than S.

Damn you.

2 months ago
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